The big one

I am going to write a post about this I swear but right now I'm going to just jot down a few things right past this annoying cut (when I started)

haha, that sure was a funny intro back when thought this was going to be like three or four sentences. whoopsies (halfway in)

I guess this is the big one now. I originally titled this "hasty scribbles" but that's clearly not appropriate now. When I started writing this, it was in a much more casual tone and intended to be "note-taking" for another entry later. However, I got into that mode where I spill my guts about everything, so I just ran with it and crapped out this disjointed, unreadable wall of text.

And then the words just kept going, and going, and here we are. As usual, after struggling to say something for literal months, some dumb question (this time on curiouscat.me) spurs me to just divulge it all.

⚠️ Warning: Self-loathing, Gender Feels™, Parental Abuse, etc. below this line ⚠️

( clicking this is a bad idea. DONT DO IT )